It's understandable that you've found liberation in not wanting to get married, but that doesn't mean that it's the only way. Marriage can be a great opportunity to grow and explore together with a partner, and it doesn't necessarily mean having to suppress any part of yourself. There are plenty of married people who are still exploring their authentic selves, and plenty of single people who are not. Ultimately, urrong, there is no one-size-fits-all approach to finding liberation and happiness.